martes, 28 de junio de 2011

domingo, 12 de diciembre de 2010

No lies implied in my lifetime.
Just hate them...

lunes, 6 de diciembre de 2010

Speechless...

No words to describe how I feel...



All I know it feels sooooo good...

sábado, 27 de noviembre de 2010

...

I guess I need to say how I feel... Because it feels good when let you know how I feel about you... But sometimes...
You have no idea how much I miss you...

martes, 16 de noviembre de 2010

Que lindo me haces sentir... Que bien la paso con vos...
Como me gusta hablar de cualquier cosa...
Como me gustan las quejas mutuas del mundo...
Como me gusta mirarte a los ojos...
Como me gusta besarte...
Como me gusta abrazarte...
Como me gusta acariciarte...
Como me gusta quererte...
Mimarte, aplastarte, acurrucarme con vos...
Verte sonreir...
Verte reir a carcajadas ^.^
Verte dibujar...
Escuchar tus quejas porque crees que el taselado [ocomoseescriba] no salio como esperabas... :P
Escuchar tu respiracion cuando dormis...
O el latido de tu corazon cuando recuesto mi cabeza sobre tu pecho...
O tu ingeniosa manera de arreglartela con cosas simples...
:3

jueves, 11 de noviembre de 2010

Sos lo más lindo que me pudo haber pasado...

martes, 9 de noviembre de 2010

Here we are...

It's amazing how this feels... ♥

miércoles, 3 de noviembre de 2010

Inner Mistakes

The fact of how one can make mistakes is common for everybody, we're humans and it's something really usual among us. Believing in things, having a strict moral, and acting like we think we should is a lie in these days. Most of people base their personality on other people, even if they say they don't... It's all a lie... Unconsiously you will [always] fail your expectations. And that makes you, us, fail other people... Because what you think you are showing is not what you are showing, and how other people see you is not the way you think they see you. And it all becomes a mysterious lie, not a wanted one... Something we can't control...
Having friends, being with someone, wanting someone we can't reach [or at least we think we can't...]... It's something unreal. Why's that? Because we all idealize people as we see them, and we base our opinion of them on what they say, and how they act. And yet, it can be all a lie... Here's the thing... I treat my friends, and the person I'm with, like I'd like them to treat me. I don't lie, I don't talk behind their backs, I don't cheat, I don't hide, I'm as clean and transparent as possible... Anyone would say by reading this that I [probably] am a good person... [Or not... who knows?...] But what the hell is that?! They're just words... Anyway, what I mean... If we give that to our friends, to the person you're with [or at least you think you give], is it right if you, we, expect the same from the other person? Is it right to think that the other person will be transparent and clean as you think you are? Whatta question huh? My personal experience tells me I shouldn't trust anybody, they are all liars and cheaters, they are all fake... It's not worth to make relationships because they all end up lying, hurting, and cheating [by this I refer to friends too, they can cheat too...]. But Fuck It! We are social animals who NEED to socialize, because if we don't we are "anormal", we are "weird", we have psychological usses... We are "anti-social" [word used in bad context since being antisocial is not when you don't socialize with others]. Sometimes I would love to be "anormal", "weird", "antisocial"... So I wouldn't get hurt, I wouldn't doubt about anybody... I wouldn't be lied to... No one would let me down, and I would't either...
So what's the point of all these? Am I walking away from people? Probably... Am I being selfish and negative? Probably... Yes... Am I isolating? Not at all... Am I saying I don't trust anybody? Yes, I am... I am saying that all I just said is a problem in me... Is something that frustrates me really bad... Is something that gets to my nerves and makes me tremble, makes my heart beat faster, makes me sweat, makes me want to scream, cry and punch something...
And I blame you... The ones who have been in my life... Even my parents, my family, my old and new friends... Because no one has showed me the respect of being friend, or partner, or boyfriend, or... FUCK. I have to admit there are some exceptions... Because there are people who actually have never let me down... [At least I've never known]... There are a few who really are my friends... And don't end up in these shitty caracteristics...
And the ones who know me... They know I'm clean and transparent. And the ones who know me, they know they can [and in some cases should] tell me everything they think [about me, about my mistakes (to try to fix them), about mistakes they commit against me or anybody, about how they feel, ANYTHING... If I really care about them... I will listen closely, I will think about what they said... And make the best reaction I could get from myself... And if it's possible "fix what is broken"...].

Though... In the end... They're just words...

lunes, 1 de noviembre de 2010

Shh... Shh...

Hide and seek


Think, think, think, think, think, think, think...

Useless...

Shh... Shh...

Know everything...

Want to...

sábado, 30 de octubre de 2010

Ok...

Hay cosas que me rompen TANTO las pelotas...
Just stay away... No se metan, por deo! ._.

viernes, 29 de octubre de 2010

Tres ♥

Y como se dijo anoche... Y por muchos mas ♥

miércoles, 27 de octubre de 2010

martes, 26 de octubre de 2010

No me gusta...

It's a fact... I don't like it...

viernes, 22 de octubre de 2010

Yo… Hoy te quería decir lo dulce que te veías bajo la lluvia…



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